relationships, etc.

Most can agree that life is difficult and beautiful because of our constant changing reality. People come and go, are born and die. This is the focus of this writing.

I used to be concerned of women and my relationship with them for immature and lustful reasons. And, although lust is still a part of my mind's "vocabulary," the action is no longer there. I am sure to not fuck up the engagement I am currnetly in. Anyway, that's not the point. The problem I face is the same problem that I have with death. That is to say, the death of a relationship...

There are many friends I have had, or at least thought I'd had, that are no longer close friends. They are but mere aquaintances these days, which is the object of my sadness. Some I used to spend many nights with, talking about what the future could hold for us, together as "boys for life," and others were just simply spent being childlike and reminiscing over Disney movies via singing The Little Mermaid. I've related these memories to death for the obvious reason that the memories are gone forever, yes, but what is the difference between a severed relationship with these people and their actual death. The sad fact is, nothing. Things change and people grow apart, but the saddest thing about missing a relationship is when the people are still around. Of course we are to cherish the newfound friends and loved ones, but when it comes to reconnecting with the past, there are only a select few that can help fill the void. So, to all those peoples in the past that I've made fond memories with, I wish to illuminate my sorrow. Hopefully, in due time, we can all reconnect and reflect on the old ones and/or, preferably, make new ones.